like you are still here, with me.

- watching Love Exchange now. Mike He is still loved (: He is super cute laaaaa.
- don't want to wake up 8 hours later... :(
- I am not sure if I am with my purchases today but... ok la, not very guilty today :)
***Topshop got 15% off regular items from 18-21 Sep, today is 18th :D
- I want to go on food hunt leh.
- Potato wedges (L)
- I wore cap out today. HAHAHA.
- look for mun and we accompanied her for her very early dinner
- failed to trim my brows @ Browhaus cause "no slot" due to Hari raya. wth :(
- seriously miss sec sch days. no doubt the best days of life.. so cute and freaking innocent. even those times when we grumbled were damn fun.
- so afraid I'll forget some things in the future, need more constant reminders.
- want to go overseas...
- how can things be familiar and distant at the same time
- I love Xf :)

- wonder if you... at times. maybe.
- wish I know many things.

even my perfection will have become imperfection to you. I do remember and even remind myself constantly but you are not me so you don't know how it's like for me. there is really no such thing as someone better. I believe there is for you. tried picturing some scenarios and prepare some reactions in case they happen. I don't want to put them into use but.. just in case.
It's better to be prepared then panic when it happen.

I am not being paranoid, am I?
I.. hope this is the last time. This shouldn't be posted here. I am sorry.
what I wanted to hear isn't just sorry.

***

15 days straight for work (Y) I cannot fall sick.
Right, I still remember my promise to myself. No more shopping kkz. freaking F1 just damn mafan.
Yay, love myself so much (L)

the few pics with Xf. omgz, she got blackberry, I like!
Oh, tried maxi dress and it was damn chio but hahaha, won't wear it one la.
and I very stupid leh... bought screen protector cause my sticker dropped.. then I never tried putting it myself before, in the end I take out like not sticky... blahblah, long story.
anwz, now got bubbles & dirt inside> :(
I never seems to get things done.

oh. gpa chui ttm.. don't ask. record-breaking ah. nice one (Y)
Can I please study harder next semester?
hah, guess it's another say-only thing.
I am so going to regret it.

You said there are no room for regrets. I say there is.